I guess I’m jumping on this bandwagon….but….FUCK EVERYTHING YEAHHHHHH.

And not like fuck everything (sexually) but forgive and forget—let go of the pain of yesterday and live for today. (Damn that is some cliche ass shit) but if truly lived, that is a life well lived.

I hold onto things, hold onto my pain, hold onto my anger, hold onto the pleasures of past only to be filled with the remorse of loss but…loss is nothing but a chance to try something new.

I hate that I am bombarded every second of everyday with memories, mostly painful, with no chance to take in what is in front of me, what I am living at that moment. I am losing life, losing opportunities, losing…just fuckin losing.

I am a loser to look so much behind me and not at what is next to me and in front of me.

Well, here’s to a new year. New days come with every nightfall and I need to take advantage of that shit.